Yesterday was a rough day for me because it was my Dad’s Birthday. I was bummed and kept it to myself. However, I got an email saying I was accepted for this year 2014 Homecoming Court. Even from Heaven my Dad is sending me surprises that he is still around. I will not let you down Daddy.
I just watched a movie that was supposed to be happy, but I blubbered like a baby the whole way through. I think I am the only one to connect with the negative side of story and hold onto it like a drug.
I hate the fact that you do not need me half as much as I need you. I hate that I am only happy when I am with you. When did I become so dependent on someone? I should not need you in my life, but I want you. I want you badly.