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Apr 23, 2014

"Sometimes in life I wish there was a check out button. A check out to savor a good moment. A check out during rough times. Or a check out altogether because sometimes life’s too much for one person to handle." megjacob

Apr 20, 2014

"Some days are harder than others… Today is one of them."

Miss you Grandma.

Apr 16, 2014

“It’s okay. If you want to go. Everyone wants you to stay. I want you to stay more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life. But that’s what I want and I could see why it might not be what you want. So I just wanted to tell you that I understand if you go. It’s okay if you have to leave us. It’s okay if you want to stop fighting.” 
― Gayle FormanIf I Stay

1. Are her lips like the hot chocolate your mother made during the winter months when you were seven? Or have you not tasted her well enough to find the fine granules of cocoa that lightly come with each kiss?

2. Do you know her favorite songs? Not when she is happy, but when she is sad? What music reaches inside her ribcage and softly consoles her heart?

3. When she is sad, are you on the phone or are you at her door? Words do not wipe away tears, fingers do.

4. Do you know all the things that keep her up at night? Do you know why she has gone three days without sleep? Do you know of the insurmountable waves of sadness that wash over her like a tsunami?

5. Do you know the things to say that will calm her heartbeat? The places to touch? The places to love?

6. Every time you see her do you kiss her like it’s the last time but love her like it’s the first?

7. Do you love her?

8. Do you love her?

"Things I Want To Ask Your Boyfriend" - Nishat Ahmed (via letlooselove)

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Apr 10, 2014 / 141,653 notes
Apr 10, 2014

"I wonder if killing yourself is the only thing you can control in your entire life, and that’s why it’s a sin. Because you’re beating God at his own game."

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Gray by Pete Wentz

He may love you. He probably does. He probably thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.
Apr 9, 2014 / 34,595 notes

I’m not going to be the girl you marry.
I’ll be the memory you have when you propose to her. As you slide that ring on her finger you’ll think about that time we got dressed in our swankiest threads and had a horrible time at that party so we came back home and sat in an empty bath tub drinking whiskey outta the bottle talking about our childhood dreams.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be that memory whenever you and her get in an argument. you’ll recall our first fight and the endless glares and icy tones. Repetition of words like RESPECT and WHY rung through the stillness of the air. We almost ended that night. Thankfully you stopped me from walking out of that door.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be that memory when you have your first child. When you and your wife are picking out names you’ll remember our talk about our future. Our apartment layout and first pet. A dog named Pascal because I’m allergic to cats.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be the girl you fall for when you are too young to understand what falling really is. You’ll fuck up and lose me. You won’t realize it until a while later. But when you do, you’ll think about me everyday. Forever.

you’ll miss me- jlw (via burgundythoughts)

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Apr 9, 2014 / 19,393 notes
Grandma Elaine 4-9-14<3
Apr 9, 2014

Grandma Elaine 4-9-14<3

Rest in Peace Grandma. You were touched by many. You were even able to touch the night nurses without ever speaking to them. You always knew what to do or say. You will be loved and missed by many. I know you are loving heaven because you will finally be with Daddy again. Love you and miss you already. 4-9-14&lt;3
Apr 9, 2014

Rest in Peace Grandma. You were touched by many. You were even able to touch the night nurses without ever speaking to them. You always knew what to do or say. You will be loved and missed by many. I know you are loving heaven because you will finally be with Daddy again. Love you and miss you already. 4-9-14<3

Apr 2, 2014

The moment I start losing faith in you and decide I am giving up on you.  That I deserve better.  Then you turn around and do exactly that.  You text me early in the morning calling me beautiful or pretty and take me out paying for everything.  Where is this guy when you are not him!?